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Tuesday, June 17, 2003

So much for a new beginning. It was so freaking cold last night, that I could'nt do anything except to stay under the blankets. I even had to contemplate about going to the loo, for fear of getting frost bitten on my butt! So pretty much, for the whole night, I just stayed between the sheets, with my hot wheaty bag for company.
Yes, I am going to get myself a heater soon. Have to wait for my allowance to come in though, cos I think I pretty much overspent my allowance this month. Its either that, or organise a housewarming party at my new abode. Apparently, friends of mine wanted to get me a housewarming present, one that really literally warms the house, which of course is a heater. I guess, it not only benefits me, but them too, cos if they come over, they get to keep warm too!
I really hate the cold! It stops you from doing so many things. I can't even study efficently. My room is so cold, that I can even "smoke" in my room, and this is with the fact that all the windows are closed! Oh well, I guess, I cant complain much, since I am staying in a Queenslander, which is infamous for not keeping the heat in.
Decided to sleep in this morning, and by sleeping in, I mean till 8am. Gone are the days, when I managed to sleep in all the way till 1. Is it because I am getting older, and know that there is so much more things out there to accomplish, then just sleeping in?
Sometimes, I wonder, have I changed? I guess, I must have changed to some extent (probably putting on alittle more weight!). But on the whole, I still feel the same. I still have the same thoughts, and seem to think the same way, but I realised that I alos seem to feel differently about things. Take for instance, relationships, I used to have those romantic thoughts about love (that some may even get nauseated by the sound of it), about the way life should be, it seems have an airy fairy feeling about it. But now, I guess, I kinda have grown up, and those thoughts seem to be on the decrease. I seem to see things as a matter a factly, but of course, I still get those "butterfiles in my belly" kind of feelings when I like a guy, but other then that, those romantic thoughts that usually come to mind don't seem to be there anymore.
Have I grown up? Do I want to grow up?


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